when i’m not with you and you’re on my mind. i go crazy. i miss you so much. i text you with randum hugs and misses. i baby you. and you baby back. i get butterflies. and i just want to tell you how much i love you. (but i don’t)
but when i’m hanging out with you. it’s totally different. i put a tough front. i’d be all Godfatherly. i’d be nagging at you. NO BETTING! SAVE MONEY! NO CLUBBING! GO STUDY! (lol. it rhymes) but you act all normal. all friendly.
but you did baby-ed me in person once. and you looked so cute with that look on your face. (:
on this exact day, two years ago. i broke up with my boyfriend of (more than) two years. it was a difficult decision. and i moved on with optimism. hoping i’d find another guy again. two years later, i am still alone. BUT I AM NOT LONELY!
i am happy. and i am waiting. i’m happily waiting? yeah. (: